for those unsaid, deeply felt & appreciated.

Today is really rollin in the deep day & didnt win anything...

Thu, 02 May 2013 22:02:56 +0800

Today is really rollin in the deep day & didnt win anything booohooo. Feel so sore so awesome @djfreshade gave me his medal Ahahah.

Saw the light and looking forward 😊 #life #love #hope #faith...

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 11:59:28 +0800

Saw the light and looking forward 😊 #life #love #hope #faith surprisingly happy heh. 💪 #TGIF

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE Yes please.

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 09:42:01 +0800

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

Yes please.

See you again.

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 22:33:46 +0800

You are not what I thought you are.

We shall meet again in the future, hopefully we change for the better and if we are meant to be.

At least we spare each other the agonies. Done & looking forward.

#allsgood

Missing the days when u were so sweet. looking back at those messages made me feel like a total...

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 02:23:38 +0800

Missing the days when u were so sweet.

looking back at those messages made me feel like a total jerk. Why was i so retarded? Why was i so unresponsive?

It really took me awhile to get used to hearing sweet nothings. And of course I doubted.. If u were sincere or just merely flirting with me without wanting to go any further. I was afraid. Terrified that if i response or show any obvious interest and in the end u want nothing more than just ‘friend’. U tugged my heartstrings but whats gonna happened next?

I dont know where I stand. Revealing too much would put me in a vulnerable state but by hiding my feelings put me in a delirious state. Not good. Im driving myself crazy. Why cant i be straight forward? Constantly thinking of a million of scenerios that might not even happen.

Just let it happen already, yeah just..

Annoying @ekadc corrupt my #lego #darthvader #gandalf

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 12:23:00 +0800

Annoying @ekadc corrupt my #lego #darthvader #gandalf

Seduce my mind and you can have my body. Find my soul and im...

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 18:43:36 +0800

Seduce my mind and you can have my body. Find my soul and im forever yours~ #love #life

Curly wurly #hair.

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 13:49:33 +0800

Curly wurly #hair.

sexyqueen: MERKABA For sure.

Fri, 18 Jan 2013 14:27:40 +0800

sexyqueen:

MERKABA

For sure.

"Do you ever think about all the people who you might have fallen in love with if only you’d taken a..."

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 16:20:34 +0800

“Do you ever think about all the people who you might have fallen in love with if only you’d taken a different way home or stood a little longer in the bread aisle at the supermarket? All the people who might have been an integral part of your life but instead you’ll never know them. The unimaginable impact that our mundane choices have on our lives really gets to me. Think of how many times I might have died if I’d made different choices. Maybe I’d be homeless. Maybe I’d be famous. Maybe I’d be rich. Sometimes I’m so overwhelmed by the impact of my choices that I can’t choose anything at all because I’m afraid today will be the day that I make the choice that changes everything.”

- Unknown (via fuckinq)

hell yeah!

Fri, 21 Dec 2012 11:46:51 +0800

hell yeah!

"So avoid using the word ‘very’ because it’s lazy. A man is not very tired, he is exhausted. Don’t..."

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 14:58:58 +0800

“So avoid using the word ‘very’ because it’s lazy. A man is not very tired, he is exhausted. Don’t use very sad, use morose. Language was invented for one reason, boys- to woo women- and, in that endeavor, laziness will not do. It also won’t do in your essays.”

- N.H. Kleinbaum, Dead Poets Society (via yurize)

Photo

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 01:34:26 +0800

Dreamy

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 01:16:09 +0800

Dreamy

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE.. Yeah please.

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:38:00 +0800

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE..

Yeah please.

<333

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:32:12 +0800

<333

I thank myself for not having the courage of cutting myself. But Scratching till i bleed is actually...

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 02:13:02 +0800

I thank myself for not having the courage of cutting myself. But Scratching till i bleed is actually similar to cutting skin with a knife. Difference is u get skin cells under your nails. I cannot stop myself when im in that state. The depressed state that paralyses me. The overwhelming urge to hurt myself or ran to the window n just leap off. It wasnt as bad as before because now i try to control it. At least i didnt bleed tonight. I allowed myself to cry, because i know it would make me feel better, lighter. I did just that. I let go months of suppressed anger, sadness and disappointment. I went on for hours. Three hours of crying. Nothing helps not even hugs from dad. But at least i face it, instead of hiding in my room.

Mum is ill. We all knew that. No one is doing anything about it even though everyday we suffer from some emotional abuse. Sis has her own family now n im alone. We know we have to be extra patient and understanding but some days its just too much to bear. dad and i have to continue to tolerate. Hurt and angry but we know we have each other to rely on when one of us breaks down. Im afraid dad would collapse one day and then what will happen to us? To me?

I love u mum i will give u everything u want so u can be happier. I just need more strength to work towards that. To see you happier n not bitter is the only way for me to truly heal. I will work towards making u happy mum.. I miss the old you. please come back.

I have to overcome the hurt and regain that confident before i can love u more than now.

neude: n ocomment

Mon, 24 Sep 2012 15:42:40 +0800

neude:

n ocomment

#Kids make my heart sing in joy, dance on rainbows.The light on...

Wed, 12 Sep 2012 02:12:53 +0800

#Kids make my heart sing in joy, dance on rainbows.The light on dark days.cheesy much? Nah.its really the truth.They have the power to make the day better.Their smiles are the sweetest, their eyes are the purest.When you cry they will come over and give u a hug, when they hurt u they wouldnt hesitate to say sorry. When u love them, they know.The purest #love of all.I enjoy being around them, they fascinate me becoz every kid is diff n i love to see their world thru their perspective.Spend a day with them and u will find yourself missing them at the end of the day, smiling at the memories (gd n bad) Ppl with nephews n nieces prolly knows best 😊 (Taken with Instagram)

Walking into the comforting arms of your man when u feel really down. Sometimes all a woman need a...

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 23:31:44 +0800

Walking into the comforting arms of your man when u feel really down.

Sometimes all a woman need a hug from the other half. Something I never felt before. To feel safe, the warm embrace that tells you everything will be fine. No words needed. The presence, understanding will be more than enough.