To be overwhelmed by love, happiness, knowledge, beauty and passion that seems to last forever and basking in the afterglows.
You are not what I thought you are.
We shall meet again in the future, hopefully we change for the better and if we are meant to be.
At least we spare each other the agonies. Done & looking forward.
Missing the days when u were so sweet.
looking back at those messages made me feel like a total jerk. Why was i so retarded? Why was i so unresponsive?
It really took me awhile to get used to hearing sweet nothings. And of course I doubted.. If u were sincere or just merely flirting with me without wanting to go any further. I was afraid. Terrified that if i response or show any obvious interest and in the end u want nothing more than just ‘friend’. U tugged my heartstrings but whats gonna happened next?
I dont know where I stand. Revealing too much would put me in a vulnerable state but by hiding my feelings put me in a delirious state. Not good. Im driving myself crazy. Why cant i be straight forward? Constantly thinking of a million of scenerios that might not even happen.
Just let it happen already, yeah just..